I recently emerged from a profound period of transformation, a year and a half that can only be described as brutal—a good old-fashioned dark night of the soul. As a teacher and practitioner of ritual and spiritual practice, authenticity, honesty, and integrity are pillars of my journey. I share this because I, too, grapple with struggles, and I will again. And any guide worth their salt will proclaim this truth from the deepest cave to the highest peaks.
This path demands we face monumental challenges, where struggles sometimes define eras of our existence. And that's as it's meant to be. Life's journey often leads us down the hard road, refining our better qualities. In those bleak moments, it's easy to forget that suffering fuels change and adaptation.
Life's cataclysms speak in the language of shock and awe. Yet, these experiences grant access to profound knowledge and skills, most acquired beyond what I ever believed I could endure. With each passing year on this spiritual path, the insights become more specific, and the journey paradoxically grows more challenging.
Dark nights of the soul bring breakthroughs amidst inescapable anguish, questioning everything—the good and bad choices we make. I don't advocate for non-attachment during these crises. Instead, I believe in experiential learning and hard-won wisdom. My mistakes, choices, and even the quality of my questions undergo continuous evaluation in an ongoing dialogue between life and spirituality.
Yet, in the moment of emergence, one fact remains resolute: with an open mind and a commitment to growth, the light and the path reveal themselves again. Trust me, even when it feels otherwise.
We might feel lost, unaware of the guidance enveloping us, perhaps even unwilling to accept it. But our own personal search party is always within us, seeking where we've hidden the truth. We're always in the right place at the right time.
The greatest reward in life is the shift that allows us to see what was always within us, met with wonder and the perfect opportunity we need.
It's common to believe we won't find the way again, that this time we're lost beyond hope. But I promise you, the way is here, safely held inside the beauty you possess.
Join me on for our upcoming Sacred Magic Weekend workshop, where together, we'll explore the tools required to navigate through these transformative moments, discovering the light within. Let's embrace the journey, no matter how daunting, and uncover the wonders awaiting us.